damage control!! hehehehe. ignore me.

you know how i always promise new stuff even though no one comes here and no one reads this?

well you know what, theres no new stuff and there isn't going to be for a long time. so just sit tight kiddies.

that's it [probably for a very long time]

[I'm pushing the update button at 10:13am, because as soon as I finished writing itlast night, the internet went down so I had to wait till now to submit it...]


today i was bored..
so i joined 14 clubs.

see?




yep...
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so now it's about 4:40am, August 4th and fuck am I tired.
But my head is positively buzzing.
I just spent about 3 hours reading as much relevent stuff I could get my hands on about the current uproar deviantART.

Honestly, at first, I didn't really want anything to do with it. Like, AT ALL.
I figured I'd just ignore it and it would all sort itself out. I wasn't going to take sides, I wasn't going to bother with doing any more on here than I usually do. I would just sit in the back and wait.
Now admittedly I am not really an "active member" of the community. But recently I've been on at least a few hours every week (if not every day now that it's summer), looking around and commenting and even with the small amount of time I spend on here, I can't get away from the tension that seems to be steadily building everywhere, especially with dA's 5th birthday coming up. So in annoyance mostly I wanted to know what was going on (you can't blame me for being curious) and after going through all the imformation people have been organizing I must say I am shocked and outraged. I actually cannot believe what is going on here, and I don't even think I can fully understand all of it. I'm confused and angry to say the least, and though I know I said in the begining that I didn't want to take sides.
Fuck it.
I'm on jarks side in this one.
For the sheer principle behind his side of the argument as well. And for the lack of response we've been given by our "CEO" or whatever he wants to be called. I feel like I've been treated like an idiot. Like they just expect us all to sit here and take it, no questions asked. I think he thinks that now that he "is DeviantART" (so to speak) that we'll follow him like we did Jark but that's just not going to happen. He will never be DeviantART. Because THE DEVIANTS are DeviantART and without us all he would have is a big empty website and a fancy title and I seriously hope he knows that.
So in any case, now I want answers. And that seems to be the one thing I can't find.
I know I'm not the most eloquent speaker and I won't do as well as all the others who are voicing their concerns but as one of the little people of deviantART I felt the need to express my utter disgust at the way all this is being handled.
I know in general I act like I hate this place, but I actually kinda like it (even with it's horrible website quirks) and I acutally kinda like a lot of the people on here as well.
And I realize now that if there wasn't a dA I really don't know where I'd go.
In closing, I just want to say that I'm not going to go crazy now and hide all my art but I will be participating (most likely) in Yellow Day if I can make it on time and probably won't submit much else otherwise, but that's for personal reasons as well.

Thanks for reading this if you took the time n__n

And oh yeah, I joined one more club today.

MOOHA! Yesterday was my friend Anjii's birthday but I got grouded so I couldn't go see her.. so instead, I am giving her a big happy birthday here. HAHAHAHAHA NOW YOU ARE OLD LIKE ME ANJII!!!!!!!!!

Now everyone go and see her stuff because it's really cool. And in colour. And everyone knows colour is awesome. Except for her black and white stuff of course which is awesome in greyscale. Mmmhmmm...

And, on a totally unrelated note, there is something in my house that smells really horrible but I can't tell what it is...

I used to love this show... and now... blegh.

Last night I bit my tongue in my sleep. It woke me up and it still hurts...

I'm starting to forget even more things than before. I had two entirely diffrent phone conversations on wednesday and I don't remember either of them. They were pretty spaced apart as well which would explain why I can't remember the end of the movie I was watching...It's starting to worry me just a little bit.

I'm begining to think I fell on my head but alas, I can't remember.

Muh... I'm tired.. but I got a new sketch book (and got ripped of again by loomis >__< so I'm drawing again. So... new stuff soon...yep...

Ok my sister is watching Hero and I keep glancing over and going "Hey, didn't that guy die?" so I think I really just need to sit down and watch it.

Oh thats right.. now I remember what I got up to do.. Look for more character names =.= yus..It's like 1:30 am and I'm not even sure why I'm still up.

Ok, now I get to be all cryptic and express my anger in a nonsensical way.
Being a teenage is stupid because teenagers go through things they shouldn't have to deal with and sometimes people make other people really annoyed and uncomfortable and it pisses people off and makes them want to horribly mutilate them. I am going to kill this stupid person if they don't stop being stupid or my head is going to explode and there will be no more of me to be stupid around anyway.
JESUS.

Anyway, you can see I forget who reads this so I can't use any names or specific refrences.
Mhmm..
so anyway everyone go see this person cus i've been looking at her gallery for like 2 hours now.